Darwisy x sehat..

Yesterday, I dah dgr Darwisy batuk2 and even nampak sehat he actually not feeling well inside. I suspected kerongkong Darwisy ada infection or something, sbb dgr bila dia bernafas mcm berkahak, bila tido plak mcm berdengkur.

2 of my team members were on leave, so I kena cover keja diorang and my workload became quite heavy yesterday. Hubby I call and minta I balik awal sbb nk bawak Darwisy ke 24hr clinic to check on him, tapi masalahnya keja I pun belambak nk kena settle, adoii laa.. dlm dilema sungguh la smlm. Dlm 15minit later, my hubby sms me and bgtau Darwisy dah tertido, but earlier dia dah muntah atas badan my hubby. Agaknya dia dah letih, dats y terus tertido. kesian laa my son tu..

Dalam jam 2-3pagi, tiba2 Darwisy bangun and insist nak tido atas badan Abi jugak. I rasa Darwisy nak tdo atas tempat yg tinggi2, because he's having breathing problem, maybe the mucus is blocking his throat and nose. Nampak sangat la Darwisy ni 'Anak Abi', sbb bila sakit2 camni nk manja dgn Abi jer.. pantang Abi gerak jer, terus nangis nak Abi dukung.. dekat Umi pun dah xnak. sedih oOooo...

This morning, my hubby ambik half day leave sbb nk bawak Darwisy ke clinic. So we went to SP sbb dekat Kuala Ketil ni mana ada doktor kanak2 yg bagus pun kan. I planned nk siap2 pakai baju kerja (office wear), kalo lambat senang laa I terus gerak pegi keja lepas hantar my hubby n Darwisy balik. Unfortunately, a few meter jer before sampai clinic, Darwisy muntah abis atas baju I.. uwaaaaaaaaa..abis plan I..

Doktor yg check Darwisy said, ada byk kahak n gelema dats dia rasa x selesa. Bila bernafas pun boleh dengar..huhu. She asked if ada history dlm family ada yg terkena 'Penat'. I rasa mcm adik I ada yg 'Penat' waktu kecik, tp just minor laa x pernah lagi sampai kena guna gadget ke aper. Risau plak I..

The Doctor gave us few types of medicine with salah satu ubat yg kena masuk bontot. She was so nice to show us on how to do it, since she knew that we are 1st timer with this kind of medicine kan. She also advised, once dah finished all ubat and after Darwisy getting well we need to have another appointment with her. She suggested to give another medicine, utk kuatkan paru-paru and prevent daripada terkena penyakit 'Penat'. Baik kita avoid/prevent rather than need to cure in future kan.

Balik umah I terus salin2 baju dgn kadar segera sbb dah lambat nak ke tempat kerja. Darwisy plak merengek manja laa sbb x sehat kan. x sampai ati la plak I tgk dia..rasa mcm xnak pegi keja pun ada.. but I have responsibility and commitment to my work also.. so terpaksa biar Darwisy main ngan mak tok kat umah. Hubby I masuk keja pukul 2pm.. so boleh la relax2 lagi kat umah.. I laa yg kelam kabut sbb dah lambat.. huhuhuu.

Dalam pukul 2++pm, my Hubby call.. Darwisy sekali lagi muntah kat umah. Tapi kali ni keluar semua gelema/kahak yg buat dia rasa x selesa. I boleh imagine mcmana keadaan Darwisy kat umah.. dah la Abi ngan Umi pun dah ke tempat kerja.. sedih nyaa.. huhuhuu.. sabar la sayang... hopefully you getting well tommorrow kay..!!

'Amir Yusuf'

My hubby forwarded a link and ask me to read. He had no chance to read it yet, but I guess there's something special about it.

It's a true story from a journal of a father and it's really touching my heart. A story about his newborn son named 'Amir Yusuf', may Allah bless him and his family.

Keluhuran Kasih sayang, pengorbanan dan semangat dalam diri Ayah dan Ibu 'Amir Yusuf' amatlah I kagumi, moga ceritanya menjadi satu iktibar buat kita semua.

http://www.fajaril.net/blog/

**Ikuti dari June 2008 ... Al-Fatihah..

New Gadget

Hubby and I mmg dah bercita2 to buy new laptop for our own use di rumah or kat luar bila jalan2. Maklumla PC yg ada kat umah tu dah lama and selalu sgt menjadi mangsa anak2 buah hubby (main game) bila diorg balik bercuti. So sementara ada $$, baik laa kitorang beli satu, boleh jugak digunakan utk tujuan berbusiness..

We received our new laptop on Monday.. tp harap maklum this is a Mini Laptop only which is cost less than RM2K (bersesuaian dgn budget yg ada). We bought HP Mini 1001TU Model, it has a silver spiraling pattern across the piano black surface. Look attractive.. stylish, sophisticated & super portable.

Lets read some review for this model (credit to PC Authority.com)

The HP Mini 2133 was one of the most stylish not-quite-netbooks we saw last year. It was one of the few that looked like a real notebook, but at the time we bemoaned the inclusion of Vista. So it’s pleasing to note that the new Mini includes XP Home as the installed operating system.

The HP Mini 1001TU - the price is steep for the performance and feature combination, but it looks the goods.

Base platform
Microsoft’s XP licensing deal means that as a result the RAM in the Mini 1001TU is reduced to 1GB, rather than the 2133’s 2GB, but XP with 1GB performs better than Vista with 2GB, as our recent RAM performance tests show.

Performance
While we benchmark all the netbooks and notebooks that come through our labs, we’ve found such amazing consistency for the Atom N270 processor that it’s hardly worth mentioning the performance results. 0.41 is right in line with all the other netbooks we’ve seen bearing this processor – The Eee PC 901 scored .39, for example -- and it’s not in performance that the Mini-note stands out.

Design
Instead, it’s style and usability where HP has focused its efforts. The lid has a silver spiraling pattern across the piano black surface [see photo gallery], making it the most attractive netbook we’ve seen.

Keyboard
The Mini-note 2133 had a beautifully stylish silver keyboard, and the only way in which the 1000 is inferior is in colour – the keys are matt black rather than lush silver, which looks cheaper, but comfort doesn’t come with a silver finish and this keyboard is as intuitive, spacious and easy to use as the 2133.

Not only that, but it’s 90% the size of a full sized keyboard, with full-sized keys and there are no odd key placements to throw your usual typing rhythm off-kilter.

Trackpad
The trackpad, as with the Acer Aspire One, features the left and right click buttons on either side. Here though, the HP starts to show its class – not only is the trackpad itself larger, but the buttons are more than twice the size, and considerably less stiff to use. On the Aspire One, navigating was most easily managed with two hands, but the HP makes it comfortable to use one-handed. The trackpad also includes a scroll function.

Screen
The screen is an impressive 1024x600 widescreen, with good contrast through shades of grey and detail, and excellent clarity. It compares favourably with the high end DV7, HP’s 17in entertainment notebook screen, and performed exceptionally in our tests.

Extras
The Mini also comes with a few additional features that don’t go astray on a netbook: webcamera, two USB ports, an SD/MMC card reader, 802.11 b/g and Bluetooth.

Battery not so great
With the good points out of the way, we can address the less fabulous aspects.

First of those is the battery life – the Mini 1001TU managed 2hrs 13mins for our intensive use battery test, which features a slew of applications pushing the netbook to its limits.

On light use, where the laptop does not much more than look pretty with its screen at half-brightness, it managed less than an hour more, hitting 3hrs and 1 minute.

It’s as expected for a 3-cell battery on a laptop with this configuration, but the battery’s placement on the base of the unit means it’s unlikely you can upgrade to a 4- or 6-cell version.

Price
Additionally, the price is steep for the performance and feature combination – you can get the Eee PC 1000H for around $100 less, with a larger4 hard drive and draft-n wireless to boot. Not only that, but the 1000H has considerably more battery life – from 4-6 hours in our tests, compared to the 2-3 hours for the Mini 1001TU.

Given that the Eee PC 1000H is the one of the more expensive netbooks, the Mini 1001TU looks a bit lightweight in specs in comparison. That doesn’t take away from its selling point: the usability is fantastic, and the design makes this one netbook you’ll be happy to show off. We’re only too happy to recommend it, but it might be a bit much for your wallet.

Weekend Outing..

Last Saturday, Sunday and Monday is my off day and public holiday, so I menggunakan masa yg ada dgn melakukan aktiviti riadah kegemaran I iaitu SHOPPING.. hehehe.. nasib baik laa dah dpt gaji.. alhamdulillah.. kalo x, terpaksa terperuk di rumah jer laa sepanjang cuti kan..huhuu

Kebetulan my hubby's bestfren datang dari KL ke Penang so he had to melayan diorang laa.. bukannya selalu boleh jumpa pun. 1 of his bes fren ni artis tau.. Jimmy Shanley.. I rasa ramai yg kenal laa kalo tgk Astro kan.. Diorang ni berkawan since zaman Uitm lagi, sampai skrg masih lagi contact n jumpa sekali sekala. So, I kena laa berkorban kejab kan.. give hubby some space to spend with his frens.

Sunday, I went to Queensbay Mall, Penang and of course bila keluar mesti la bawak Darwisy takkan nk tinggal kot..nanti I akan teringat jer kat dia sepanjang jalan. But bringing him along is really tiring and end up all my plan nk bershopping sakan terpaksa la kensel sbb nk kena monitor budak kecik ni. Habis satu ke satu kedai dia pun sama naik nk pusing ronda2..haihhh. Nasib baik la adik I (Ida aka my bibik for 1 day..ngeh ngeh) temankan I shopping.. tp tu laa kena upah jugak baju sepasang.. adoii..

Bila time makan lagi laa susah nk control budak kecik ni.. we had our lunch at Secret Recipe and I ordered for Kebab Ayam with rice. Luckily Darwisy suka ayam, so I kena bribe dia dgn my kebab supaya dia duduk diam2. Kalo x, non stop laa he'll ketuk2 meja yg kitorang guna.

Monday, I spent time with my mum and sister with his fiance, Darwisy and my lil' brother Syahmi. We went to gudang kain in Kulim to buy some kain for my mum's curtain. Kalo beli direct kat situ mmg murah ckit compared to kedai kat luar. Some designs were only available kat situ, so rambang mata la ckit nak pilih kan.

Then we went to Kedai Kain Lim (another kedai kain) sbb nak beli kain buat baju kenduri aka uniform for my sister's wedding (this coming June). Sementara me and mum pilih kain2 yg berkenan di hati, my sister's fiance ditugaskan utk jaga budak kecik 2 org tu (Darwisy and his paksu).. kena practise from now ok, camner nk jaga budak..ngeh ngeh..kesian dia sbb kena ikut jer budak berdua ni keliling kedai. Habis aktiviti shopping balik to my parent's house and tunggu hubby I balik from Penang.

Letih jugak laa.. asyik jalan jer cuti ni.. paling letih jalan2 bawak Darwisy without my husband. Sebab tu I suka lagi keluar with my husband sbb dia akan tolong dukung Darwisy sepanjang jalan. Darwisy pun x laa ada peluang nak pusing2 melawat sana sini kan.. hehehe

Darwisy at 1Y, 3M & 3W

Darwisy is taller and weight 11.5kg now with 8incisors already.

Even a bit late, I wish to post something about his milestones:

• Of course dah jalan n mula berlari dah. siap boleh kejar angsa2 hubby I kat umah..haihh
• Pandai pot pet pot pet in his own language. Sometimes bunyi mcm ayam piru dewasa lak, klug klug klug (dgn laju). But ayam piru hubby I blom lagi keluarkan bunyi camtu. I dun know from where he learned it.
• Pandai bebai bila xdpt something yg dia nak. Darwisy akan buat badan mcm nk lompat, guling2, buat2 nangis, even worse he try to hantuk kepala on hard surface (lantai/dinding/etc)
• Pandai buat drama. Kadang2 bunyi mcm nangis (x kluar airmata pun), bila umi or abi pegi tgk terus tersengih.
• Bila ada org lain (his cousin) kena marah, Darwisy pun sama naik nak tolong marahkan org sambil jari 1 tunjuk2 mcm nk suh Ingat2..!He even try to say something in his language..haihh garang budak ni..
  
• Suka main dgn hp. He'll put the phone not to his ear but on his shoulder or kat belakang telinga dgn buat bunyi as if he's talking to the phone.
• Sgt suka tgk iklan tv. Even if Umi or Abi panggil pun he would just ignore us.
• Bila tanya mana Cat, dia akan buat bunyi Eow..Eow.. if Lizard buat bunyi cit..cit..cit
• Pantang nmpak kereta (even picture of a car), Darwisy akan buat bunyi vooom..voommm
  
• Rajin nk tolong sapu sampah (pantang nmpak penyapu). Ada 1 time dia ternampak susu tumpah atas lantai, then he went out a while and came back with penyapu in hand. Nak tolong Umi laa tu.. xpayah suruh pun..Alhamdulillah
• Bila I membasuh baju dlm bilik air, Darwisy akan tunjuk berus panjang (hanged on the wall) sbb nk tolong berus lantai.. rajin kan budak kecik ni..
• Pandai geleng kepala when he doesn't like something.
• Dah pandai panjat katil, siap lari naik ujung katil sebab xnak pakai diapers.
• Sangat laa pandai memunggah (I dah citer in my previous post).
• Bila I nyanyi twinkle2 or Itsy Bitsy Spider, Darwisy dah pandai buat hand movement according to the song (tp setengah jer la, xpernah sampai abis lagu pun).
• Dah pandai sebut few words, Mi (Umi), Bi (Abi), Nen (Nenen/Susu), Anndii (Mandi), Iss (Fish)

Ada byk lagi benda kena belajar ni.. but Umi is so proud of you, Darwisy..!!

Happy..!

Yesterday I pray for miracle, last nite I got a big news which make my wish came true. Today the best word to describe is 'Happy'..! Feels like everything I did, my effort, hard work, contribution and all is well paid.

Now I understand and realize how important to keep myself in a positive attitude/thinking. Thanks to all my gud frens kNur, kNonie,kHanie, G and others for keeping me in a good mood and motivated me to be more +ve. I'm so lucky to be around with gud people and gud attitude. Pity to those who doesn't..!

Abaikan saja segala anasir2 negative yg berPHD dan asyik mencari kesalahan org lain. Now I can see, what ever they do or say, nothings affecting me..! Makin I maju ke depan semakin ketinggalan mereka ke belakang. Just believe in myself..!!

PHD

Pernah x anda terjumpa, kenal, bekerja atau berada di kalangan org yg mempunyai PHD..? PHD di sini merujuk kepada Penyakit/Perasaan Hasad Dengki..? Sebenarnya di mana2 pun ada, antara sedar atau tidak mungkin kita adakala berperasaan yg sama. Bezanya kesan +/ve atau -/ve yg terhasil terhadap diri atau hati kita terpulang kepada penerimaan atau atittude masing2.

Kenapa I nk cakap pasal topic ni yer..? Sbbnya I mendapat tahu dan sedar ada seseorang yg mempunyai penyakit PHD ni terhadap kelebihan/kejayaan yg ada pada diri I skrg ni. I sebenarnya x rasa pun I bagus, Alhamdulillah setakat apa yg ada arini berkat usaha dan keredhaan dari Allah. Buat apa kita nk bermegah dgn perkara yg bersifat sementara kan.

Kalo diberi perhatian oleh pihak majikan, it came from individual capabilities n potentiality. Mungkin kita berasa bagus lebih dari seseorg tapi kualiti yg ada pada org tersebut lebih dari apa yg kita ada.

Kalo inginkan ruang dlm menjalinkan pergaulan, kena laa menjadi lebih mesra alam. Jangan la pulak nak berbaik-baik di saat2 mengalami kesukaran atau memerlukan bantuan. Lihatlah siapa yg berada di sisi anda skrg..? Cuba laa luaskan minda anda dan bersikap lebih matang (umur pun bukannya semakin muda). Ubahlah mentality supaya mencerminkan diri lebih +ve dan berpelajaran tinggi.

Kepada yg berasa sakit ati tu..cermin2 kan laa diri anda. Patutkah anda berasa terpinggir dan gagal sekiranya kemampuan yg ada pada diri sendiri di tahap yg sama. Kenapa mesti ber PHD kalo tidak tahu berusaha utk memajukan diri sendiri..?

Lihat laa di kalangan mana anda berada skrg, di antara mereka yg berjaya..? di antara mereka yg disukai ramai..? di antara mereka yg bermasalah..? atau tidak di kalangan mana2..? Tepuk dada tanya la minda..!!

**Catatan ini sekadar Luahan, tidak ada sebarang bentuk hasutan atau provokasi. Masing2 dah besar, pandai2 la pikir sendiri..!!